
i hate birthdays, but love getting older. isn't that odd? it's awkward to receive so much love (why it's a hard day) and yet life gets seemingly better each year (why i like getting older). i know myself better, feel MUCH more comfortable in my own skin with each year, and i have so many more rich experiences and memories to revel in. it was a normal morning (i like my routine, so that was good), had a good run to prove i'll try to stay fit in the next year, had a picnic with my sweet three year old, and then a spa afternoon (hallelu!) and dinner with the family at brixx. dear friends had sweet treats with us and then it was an i'm-exhausted-let's-crash evening. joshy had a hard time going to sleep (thanks to the chocolate) so we had a treat at 9:15 of him sneaking out and asking for play time. it was divine to giggle with his precious spirit.
the highlight of my day was noah waking me to "good morning mom. happy birthday." and then praying for me at breakfast and dinner that my day would be good. even this morning he woke me to "good morning mom. did you have a good birthday yesterday?" so dear. and i must mention jeff works at an ungodly early hour so his remembering is what touched my heart so much.
now i'm enjoying my new computer (hallelu again!) thanks to my mom & jeff's assistance setting up. wow, this mac thing was for sure made for people like me. i LOVE LOVE it. so big, so bright, so fast, so easy. ahhhhhhhhh.
it's gonna be a good year.
and a major shout out to sweet becky & those other darlings for blessing our family with new music. check out laura story. good, very good for the soul. and for that sweet blog post. and then there is facebook, which i love & hate at the same time. but man, on one's birthday, you can feel SO special with an inbox full of sweet messages.
off to cook finally for my family after nights out in celebration. it's taco night! WAHOO!